Tag: Life
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Such A Waste
Oh bitter world what have you done? Will you wake up or fall like the sun? What will it matter and who will it take? For the difference to come we all die to make. For when we lie on our final bed… so many mistakes make wasteful tears shed. And what was important, matters…
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The Plan
A voice is silent in this yelling spell Eyes open ears While a tongue breaks the heart Healed by drying tears. And whispers in the leaves Fall like screams Just like the memory Soaked by dreams. And I’ll wake Just like times before But gone to the wisdom Or hope for more. Where is this…
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Trying
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DOGGED life
Chaos is normal Walking outside Waking up Falling asleep. Within the noise Is a love Cherished memories In moment’s keep.
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Waste
Time honored distance Just as night appears Howling may be absent No less present the fears. Skin holds wincing Eyes show the shutter Lonely’s cold hands Find heart’s panicked flutter. For pace is but a sprint Running Life’s pace Mist by the shadows Lighted by the waste.
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Remember When
Heavy now The head sways But thoughts escape Like sinner’s ways And laughter Like years before And the lyrics Melting the core And I was Just like then On a walk I can’t remember when
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Head Space
Head space A soar in the clouds Reality Life’s landing post And the reason To fly.
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Life Test
Numb the thoughts Numb the mind Find a purpose Seek and find Blind the eyes Block the tears Learn now Shed the years No it all Knowing nothing Build belief While finding something Dry the cry Quite the scream Block the masses Build a team Quit it all Try your best It’s simply life Pass…
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Just ME
I lay relaxed In an unlikely place No need to ponder Or minutes to waste. I am to be Or am the now I’m not the wonder Or even the how. I am what is Or will never be I am just like you Until I’m just me.
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Burst
You know I’ve learned to hate you. This asshole that appears without warning. Oh I’ve learned signs, sure. Sleeping less and regular mentions of racing thoughts means it’s lurking- ready to feast on me, my emotions, and my health. The roller coaster runs despite screams and pain. Reason and logic have left the room, as…
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And Again
The storm taxed the land And people within Even while some We’re simply living again. Hail destroyed objects And spider webs too… Quickly it passed Once damage was through. But night does clear A path we can walk Careful the wolves As they begin their walk. Devils and demons Talk over Angel’s say… Hear their…
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Who What Where
What did I have? Where did it go?
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We Knew
We know so much And so little too… Until we learn What we thought we knew. And then we scramble Like generations before And learn again What we chose to ignore. Sure some lessons But great moments added And a little more even Once all is subtracted. Yes we knew it all And I guess…
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Prison
Lost is life – before anyone knew
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Running Behind
No matter the learn – world turns
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Human Connection
I want to talk And ignore you too I want to agree But still I stew. I want to imagine Just to forget Know the moment Acknowledge the threat. I want to change What I think I see… I continue to fight In the hopes to agree. I want to stop Before I go… It’s…
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Changes
Changes over time Now just different The storm only rages Calm before is gone And permanent Like a stain on a white dress For all it wasn’t After losing what was.
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Dreamers
In the back of a minute We are all they’ve got
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Survive
Sometimes you change At just the wrong time Everything held against you Existing is a crime. Sometimes you break Along with everything in the room Walls close in Sealed to your doom. Sometimes you stop And life keeps rolling by… Filled with hurt watching But lost is your cry. Sometimes you give up Because you’re…
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Magic
I am but a child Confined to adult walls… Begging for mercy- And punishment to stall. Seeking fairytales And no ending to fear… Defeating any beast Credits only to cheer. Belief in a magic Even logic cannot break… Angels patiently waiting- When life is more than I can take. I want to find heart In…
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Worth Seeing
I had this world Beautiful and pure Wonders everywhere Tough to ignore. Slowly fractures Impacted the lens And what was loved Turned past in tense. The fractures are mine Minutes are pure But sometimes breaks Are much to endure. Life is a shuffle Made into a race And granted before Leaves no room to replace.…
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Breaking Needs
I just need a break For you to listen For you to care… I need to be heard And be loved To know you are there. I need to return What I ask Is that possible for me??? Oh dear life Refrain the martyr Only beg what you see.
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New Year
Another one gone And a new one in Heart’s now hopeful To begin again Hopeful 18’s success Will put the pain of 17 to rest Mind’s eyes finds secrets To start creating the best. It’s a New Year And in some ways a clean slate- And it’s up to each one of you To fill…
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Am I!
Am I angry Or sad The horizon lacks a name Am I comfortable Or awkward Pleasure causing pain Am I lonely With company Minutes are so loud Am I aware Or dreaming A shadow in the crowd Am I here Or gone Is it Life I choose to live? Am I changing This season Not…
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Where Have You Gone?
A breath of fresh air Spring’s honest chance… New beginnings abundant Not remembrance or stance. The eternal hope Forwards the March Making it through Passing the arch. Oh Dear Spring Where have you gone? I’m here waiting It’s not the same with you drawn.
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There Is…
There is time Moments Miracles There is heartache Loneliness Wrinkles There are habits Consequences Pitfalls Then some maturity Wisdom Overhauls There are memories Appreciation Love They are gifts Precious Enough
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Life Keeps Changing… But am I?
Life keeps changing – but am I? I am working now for the first time in almost 9 months! I am working in an industry I swore I never would. I joined the world of banking. I practically know nothing, but I am appreciating the small customer-centered environment. I am not one to appreciate large…
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War Within
The war within Or with you A battle lost and won… Ladders and bottles Controlling pace Now over and done. Empty skies Stormy seas Argue the face of pain… Now peace by thunder Tearless eye A storm without the rain.
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Eye Watching
I spy An eye in the sky Watching me Watching you As any eye Or moon Would do. I see Paths near and far Tempting you Begging me Trust more Something old Or even new. I run Toward a light beyond me Dancing space Solid place A guide A stand Steps too.
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Passion
Loneliness beyond comprehension Whether here Or there… Your punishment to me For existing without purpose Or your pleasure. The hatred in your eyes And coldness in your heart Takes time Tearing me apart. I hate you Repeating this again My punishment For actions I’ll never understand. Reasons for all Even if you fail to find…
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