backwards

I walked up the halls
And through the stairs
Turned on the dark
And off the cares.
Spoiled the beginning
And missed the end.
Cheered the loss
Booed the win.
Walked on water
And swam the grass
Sharpened wood
Dulled the glass.
I looked down for up
And up for down
Smiled at sadness
Happiness made me frown.
Gave up on tomorrow
And lived for today-
I might be backwards
But I found a way.