You know I’ve learned to hate you. This asshole that appears without warning. Oh I’ve learned signs, sure. Sleeping less and regular mentions of racing thoughts means it’s lurking- ready to feast on me, my emotions, and my health. The roller coaster runs despite screams and pain. Reason and logic have left the room, as… Continue reading Burst
I had this world Beautiful and pure Wonders everywhere Tough to ignore. Slowly fractures Impacted the lens And what was loved Turned past in tense. The fractures are mine Minutes are pure But sometimes breaks Are much to endure. Life is a shuffle Made into a race And granted before Leaves no room to replace.… Continue reading Worth Seeing
We are born to know you Strengthen you Build you Control you. Opportunity always open Danger near Pills and chemicals to help Or consequently destroy. Chemistry often missed In the courting effort For power The architect of fantasy. Command slowly changed Despite promise Or time Forgotten rules. Yes I was to control You! But like… Continue reading Mind
Sounds of sandpaper rubbing- Walking through drying fields Drops escaping the puddle As toes remember their feel. Noises promise company- Loneliness weighs on shoulders . . . Walking up high for peace- Leaves the body feeling colder. Pieces fit into the puzzle- Broken as eggshells on the floor . . . Knowing something is different… Continue reading Illusion’s Candor
Spoken softly Stories are riddled Worm decadence Satan's scribble. Humming anthems Rattling cage The war inside In which to wage. Dissolution necessary Within the head Silence the voices Respect the dead.
Abandoned Self. Sanity's laughter tempts reality....
20/20 vision Blind nonetheless Reasoning a fantasy The problem a guess. Left in the dark While seeing light Heavies the heart Awakens the night. Intelligence in theory Rational in dreams Certainty escaping Through foolish means. Suddenly token clarity Too many years have passed... Time the joker The mind left harassed.
There is a shadow Stealing all sun and light- Darkness cowers the brave- Ignites the fight. When the shadow loses It slinks angrily away- Leaving alone in pain Its often wounded prey. No power to fight it- Or anything that has been done… Small victories are lost- The darkness has won. Then the light it… Continue reading Line In The Sand
Wanting it here While begging you gone… Seeking the illusion of forever- Absence felt by dawn. Scattered memories fight Where sanity once lived- Becoming only a skeleton… What more is there to give? Chaos strives within Silence a coveted fantasy… Anxiety the common feeling- A future lacking any strategy. Left only to come to an… Continue reading Office Visit
The chaos is creating the lunatic. The silence is deadly. Where is the peace? Where is the wrong? Where is the right? Ridiculous blurry vision. Forgotten hours and wasted words- Action’s damage with more to hurt. No life. No comfort. Or hidden tense. If only it would get better. The feeling of failure- And opportunities… Continue reading Just Crazy